Saturday, May 17, 2014 at 9:49 pm

Rabbitman, you take my dreams and twist. I think I thought this period was going to be less, or perhaps more. It’s hard to know where half way is but I think I am on the other side because the light is different and my heart is somehow changed. It’s funny because I have these […]

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Tuesday, July 31, 2012 at 10:54 am

  It’s hard to reconcile betrayal Little thoughts that were there all along Ideas of ones worth to another Wounds on the sly Four is a lie too Stabbing pains in the gut Attack from within Swallowed words Your eyes Your lies They burn  

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Wednesday, February 29, 2012 at 3:46 am

My clothes came off, I looked you in the eyes, all that’s there, just under the surface, your hands pushed me to the bed, my pussy became moist. Each time you thrust against me, the seal breaks again, and again. Blood to heal flows, the motion becomes frantic, then slow. I push you, you push […]

Categories: Ethers


Saturday, February 18, 2012 at 6:38 pm

I wait Always with the image of you walking towards me Your icy stance barely conceals the fire within You do not fool me with your burned past it’s there, tender pink, iced I love For all that is unsaid Your words lost Burned away gone I live In the small quiet moments The times […]

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Wednesday, February 8, 2012 at 5:23 pm

I stood sinking in the sand on the beach looking out upon the water You floated by silver and blue flashes in my eyes War, this is war

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Monday, January 30, 2012 at 12:49 am

There are tiny fragments floating round you, when I breathe them in, I fly. The particles have become me, they live here inside, they know when you’re near because I feel this tingle in my belly, my eyes get big and pool upon seeing you. Stop this madness and see me here holding your tiny […]

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Down to Sleep

Wednesday, November 23, 2011 at 4:00 pm

Meet me down there again I’ll come all sparkly, a glistening star You’ll know the time by the pinch of a digit hard When you close your eyes it doesn’t matter, the details the places, or people, the time I go there every night just to see you Flittering flight, flickering and floating Starry sight, […]

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Saturday, November 5, 2011 at 9:15 pm

It’s red neon Some flash Red like bloody glowing pathways A four letter word Lied Lost Love I see the line folks, seems everyone wants a shot in the dark Beckon Shovel this out in heaps He fucked me on the heels of a stripper I hate him for that He must have known I’m […]

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Thursday, October 20, 2011 at 2:17 pm

  In burning fire, I see you dancing as a flame Blue in the heart of orange I sweat for you, at the edge of your heat — heart You lick it from my breast, on my neck with a press You take it from my skin, pale and soft My heart like yours is […]

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Monday, October 17, 2011 at 1:41 pm

  Dingo did it hard & fast. I like it that way, besides, if I get mine, then, that’s game! I heard that sex and death are sweethearts, one is the other. Dingo killed me every time, but I got mine! When it comes to death, sex kills. All at once sometimes, or in little […]

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The breaking skin

Sunday, September 18, 2011 at 11:09 pm

Big ol’ snake lookin’ me down I parted my legs to the sound Of  his comin’ round     Slithering in, skin on skin He tore me apart, limb by limb     Skin, and limb, and him-

Categories: POPment

Man Down

Thursday, May 12, 2011 at 1:39 pm

  This war has torn at us in ways not yet seen I write from afar From the deep end of my heart Miles away from you This battle has taken it’s toll in blood and time These scars grow hard Hardened days turn into a barricade Shrapnel dreams pierce the flesh But who are […]

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The Unclaimable

Sunday, April 24, 2011 at 9:15 pm

No matter how the day goes The nights are yours Tooth and blood Even with closed eyes I see only you How many times I’ve left you Only to find myself here Again In the space between I just want to be loved For you to come to me As I have you Hell has […]

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The blood drained

Sunday, April 17, 2011 at 2:18 am

  I once saw you from across the room looking at me in the reflection of glass. All the times I found myself at your feet, only to remain there looking up at you looking down at me. I walk the earth for a chance, a moment, I’ve been walking, trying so desperately to get […]

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Mirror finish

Friday, April 8, 2011 at 2:30 am

  I penned your name on my flesh to see you on me, all my panties marked up too. Like a ritual of love I scribbled our names together on napkins and pads, even postcards. In my heart you are my Husband forever coming home to me, always mine! These days apart are wicked. Conspired. […]

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Just a spec too small

Wednesday, March 30, 2011 at 11:35 pm

That things all hidden and pointy Sharp with a mind to cut And I ain’t lookin’ either It knows when you do I told mama bout it just cuz’ She said I’s round a spec too small Never did know what that meant You look goofy smiling’ big like that Funny in the head, that’s […]

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softly parted

Monday, March 14, 2011 at 1:59 am

  You come to me in the night Nights Darkly silver My skin feels you like mist I push into the thought of it Of you Phantom kisses pressed hard against my lips Whispers wafting through the rooms These rooms where you do not live Oh lurid desire Unrelenting Unhinged Your image sparkles This tingle […]

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Each button/a hole.

Sunday, March 6, 2011 at 7:58 pm

        I remember somehow a mist or a fog, a thought of an image, barely tangible, I would reach out and through it, ectoplasm and it was you. Then a form like a shadow, or a silhouette, you became more clear, closer in. Now I see you before me as a strong […]

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Sunday, March 6, 2011 at 6:06 pm

  Submit to me the fears that bind The tangled ideas of failure The blackest night that keeps you Come to me as you are In torment and tired In tatters all weak an worn I think you know well the path But do you see me standing here Do you I say submit as […]

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Into and Away

Sunday, February 27, 2011 at 11:45 pm

I want to see that look in your eyes, the same as mine, to feel your lips part on my neck, pushing against the pulse of my life with your teeth, your hands through my hair -pull- reaching to my wanton desire of you, lay hard upon my breast, your head toward my belly, my […]

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